Monday, May 12, 2008
today was really a bad day and i cant take it le... life just is sucks... i made a choice of leaving my only one fren whom really understands me alot de T_T ... well leaving from her will maybe make her life better...? though she's der times for me when i broke down until cannot make it... she dder to cheer mi up n make mi smile... though is reallly a harsh decision... and maybe like as her kor say... she should stay away from me n her stead... but i guess... i'm the one whom really have to leave... though i hate it.. but ya.. for her happiness... i think for me i have to do it... and i dun wan her to be emo again... cos.. it's all my fault when she emos... cos i'm jealous of her n her stead... and ya i used to like her and now for me to dump it away it tough....! so whenever i see them i kinda like will emo and she'll be the 1st to notice wifout me showing out... and she'll emo tgt wif me.. cos she feels tat she make my life tis bad... like a hell n torture. hais no matter what i've decide on leaving from u le... but.. no matter what.. i'll still be der... like the usual... and stay happy always...! T_THopes she reads le.. will understand how i feel ba...Dead wing, foreva emo alone in his world...
Sunday, January 20, 2008
haha... as 4 today leh... just went back to have class again..BORING....!!den there was morning... receive sms from rinrin... o.o!!! OMT so early wake up n sms mi.. tio stun... den ask mi wan mit later in the afternoon after my class was like okies nor~~mr koh was like teaching us how to make a lan cable.. haaa... tot make le can take go home.. all tempting to take extra long wire.. den connect super far... den got back my exam reuslt sian 1/2... D n C ( Disconnected ) =x jkjk ... haha den went to have lunch wif stan, praba, imran and vincent... and vincent eat like dinosaur sia... so much =x hee...den went back 4 afternoon classes was like... omg? teacher gt new printer can print n print so happily... =x den class end le... and called di.. see where he wanted to go find him de.. den called rinrin... nv ans i was like.. hmmm... haha.. must be dump phone aside and go play happy happy le~~den on bus.. she called me back.. say go makan can le.. dun go out... haha den okie nor.. so went to compass mit her.. den i went into arcade der wait 4 her.. and went to eat KFC.. haa.. and went back to arcade cos rinrin tempting to play the drum.. but alot of ppl wan to play.. den gt 1 girl tell her.. spoil liao... the left thingy.. so cant play.. den went to try our luk to catch the pooh... ==" was like OMG drop grabbing up le den drop T_T sob...
nvm rin lucky today.. play the swt de.. kanna jackpot twice... xD n alot of swt 4 herself too haa... den pei her to her hse downstair n go mit mum....buy something and go home le.. so bored...~ just ended dota wif praba n WJ.... new ai+ really improve alot... until i blur blur... n kip dying TThope i'll improve... kies.. i'm crapping again ...
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Sat:Woke up and went for the HP luncheon 2008 thingy ar...? okie la.. nt bad the food serve... like those in wedding de.... haha had quite alot of fun der... n stanley meimei was sittin wif my visa team... den myself had gt a $30 vouncher from HP due to compliment... lols.. and after tat went back home n rainning heavily so kim went to my hse 1st... until ard 7 den we went down to play bball... den der was rinrin calling mi... cos wanted to come find us... den say mit nearby her hse der de bball court n play... in e end played until ard 1 den reach home? lols...Sun:nth much of things happening.... except 4 nite... mei ask mi n alan when free to dropby her work place to eat... cos she wanted to treat as 2 eat... so i n alan chose monday nor.... to go down find her...
Mon:after work walking halfway to bus stop, rain super heavy.... den reach compass point le... sms mq den she was @ top so went to met her be4 i go find alan.... haa so sad nv come join mi n alan makan wakaka =x went der went to arcade 1st cos too early... long time no play arcade le.. so kinda fun.. again xD den finally went to mei der makan... was like so... =x den mei went off early cos she sick.. but dun wan go home yet... den pei her until 945 den go home nor.... walalalal so bored....
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Been really chionging my work today.... so wont be posting much just came in to make some simple post... ^^Formated my PC few days ago.. n finally so called can say ready to play n download again =D been tokin to di these nights n he fell asleep like so cute de... haha ^^ and mum ytd went into hospital to stay 4 check up =( hope really nth happen to her... TTNote 4 sumbody :It's worth getting jealous de over u LOL =x i know i crapping bout this line but i love you... serious nt a joke or crap... it's worth waiting 4 u also de...!
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
Omg!!!!! AuditionSEA Bingo 2008 Results are out...! and my name is der... (highlighted in blue)
so happie!~~~ lalalala
Change my blogskin again cos rinrin say tis cuter den my other de, and it's still pigs =x more pigs~~~ lalalala elmo song~anyways been quite awhile since i made my last post so *ahem* cos really busy cant blame xDmany things happen over thesedays.... :: i told her i love her...! ( she knows anyways):: finally get a chance to tok wif miina ( audi cpl ):: modem down:: manage to finish most of work.. ( i guess ):: easily get moody?haha.. miina n her frens talk like all so cute de.. guess all still young tat's y? or maybe i old le... lol...and der Jas mei who told me something which really makes me... wanna die..? o.O too shocking wakakaka i keep a secret 4 u de mei lalalala~~~~
well, ytd nite.. smth bad happen... to rinrin and di... which made rin veri disappointed in him... hais... dunno what i can do ba..? cant even cheer rin up nor di...not even 1... feel somewhat kinda useless somehow =.=!dunno y recently feel so moody... n down so easily over minor things, feel so childish and lame.... but thx cindy... being here 4 mi try to cheer mi up...!
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
cant seems to get to slp last nite.. dunno y... had a bad nightmare until keep waking up.. like it's gonna happen... den wake get back to slp.. suddenly my hse phone ring.. OMG!!! di call lucky i was still awake wonder if parents pick up wad will happen wo.. he kenna from them..? ahaha den woke up saw rin and di de sms... reply them.. and bathe went to work... den went up... write a guide for everyone in the team on how to do the change.... went to check out my examinations result but dunno y not out yet sian... so anxious... bt gt bad feeling.. feel tat gonna fail...finally completed wad i wan to write to rinrin today.. went to bought the papers.. and write in the paper for her... xD hope she like it.. cos i nt too good wif words and no line so handwriting up-n-down de..wakaka.. so ugly.. not used to writing big words also.... but nvm.. big so can see easily =p heee den chat wif didi until reach rin hse.. until went up her hse outside.. wait 4 her @ the staircase and she was like super blur n forget le.. ask mi how i know which floor she stay wakakaa... =x den went back home.. n gonna slack.. dunno what to do...aiyo i've confidence in u tat u wont make mi yr substitute de.. cos afterall i known u quite awhile le.. can know u well... whatever the case now, i'll respect yr decision... wont force u... but just promise mi u'll stay happy and if u emo.. or wad.. dun always keep 2 yrself and use penknife cut yrself.. hurts not only mi.. but other will feel hurt too de.. i'll always be der 4 u no matter u're sad or wad de... =)
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
Ytd work halfday only... lalala~~~ after work went meet rinrin... actually tot of meeting her @ hougang mall den eat le can watch the channel U de "
S-POP万岁"
celebrating the new year wif the ppl.... den rin called mi say she tired say meet @ her hse downstairs der eat.. den took bus from hougang mall to rin hse.... and went to food court makan.. and as usual walk back home... den 12am hse nearby gt countdown celebration gt fireworks wor!!! OMG i miss it TT sob.... actually wanted to go wif rinrin but her daddy dun let.. den midnight rin di n i conference again hahaha... and kinda crappy ytd nite.. cos dunno y i'll start talking to them those kinda of things lalalalala~~~~ today cant believe di sort of like woke mi up..? lols.. kinda early though den after ate breakfast call rin.. see she free to pei mi today go TM but she cant... haa... den surpise tonight ate steamboat wif dad n mum... omg.. but usual again i'm the 1 doing the cleaning up sob sob TTTo All Pri n Sec students:muahahahahaha....! yr 2 months holiday over le... tml u're all going to sch like me work everyday wakakakakaka~!!!!!
Monday, December 31, 2007
fri went to work... and finally moved out of my seat during lunch to go eat LOL... den manager all was like o.O kelvin u gt eat 1 meh for lunch, i say no la.. ppl ask mi go eat bo bian.... must go eat =p and 1st time i had such a long meeting sia.... from 4-7 wth... lots of complain bout the new things.... and finally went to meet up wif rinrin and went to kovan's hongkong cafe too.... den didi too bad nv come... make rinrin angry wif him =x and treated rin tis dinner again haa...sat nth much to do.. woke up clean the hse again and cook lunch 4 family to eat... OMG i actually cooked quite good stuffs 4 them to eat =x went to ntuc get somethings n repair my PSP... which cost $100 and nite play audition and called up rinrin to chat on phone... and called her couple to conference in... so we was like.. suan-ing her to the core? until she so diam.. ==" ytd.. nv pick up kk's call when woke up.. jio mi to badmination and bball lol.. so anything nor.. but called back and tell mi bball nt wif him... @ his hse side.. so only played badmination.... for quite long time wth... den played until i sian sian.... until knocked out~~ TT went hm @ 8+++ eat dinner and bathe.... called rin and chat wif her.. until di called in and went to oinkoink we both still havent hang up... wah but siok sia... dunno y rinrin eat medicine become hyper... suan mi to the MAX... OMG!!!! totally frozen i dun even know how to react nor... (wondering she eat wad med, or eat the wrong med?) but kies na.. see her suan mi until like tat dunno is good or bad thing xD..
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
ahahaha..... been a long time since i made a last posting like bout 2 weeks or so?been slacking off 1 week from work.. slack @ home... met up wif renne... ya some old renne nv change... even though 2 yrs... nth change much... and intro her fren kat 2 mi.. which i tot same age as her.. but was older den her by 2 yrs?!?! @@ but cuter den renne ba ( better dun let her see tis if nt i kanna wack by her ) anyways been meeting her quite often can say almost everyday of my 1 week is like wif her..? lols! ahahaha... also lent her my laptop to play wif... and it's like i wan to say thx.. 4 keeping accompany tis holiday wif mi... haaa.. x33 ya =P
found out something can say quite sad? think only jas knows wad happen 4 now... the rest all dunno wad happen ba...
went to my hse nearby shopping check psp ICD repair cost.... one shop is $120.. it's like standard... n i went to other ask and guess wad the price is only $60... OMG?!?! so cheap... so went to called up frens ask them if something fishy is going on... stand ppl repair 120 tis 1 suddenly 60 only.. like so wad?
monday went to jess's hse to celebrate xmas tgt.. like every year... but tis yr can say went der super early? it's like no1 in the hse except 4 them..? and went to kope their network to go online to surf and chat wif frens on msn... and at nite the adults had lots of drink... den one of them drink too much le.. and go play and scare one of the young children ahaha... and made her cry badly.... ahaha and i had half a cup.. from one of the adults.. .. and basically nv ate my dinner nite...
ytd
XMAS DAY!!!!
wokeup super LATE!!! can say beat my record... 5am slp woke up @ ard 2 sia.. wth? so long i slp.. like pig =.=.... woke up n called rin... cos promised her to go out wif her on xMAS ahaha and get her Winnie the PIGGY pooh xP ahahaha... den went to get her rush present @ ard 5? omg~ so late.. i tot xmas no ppl.. who expect tat the whole of the shopping mall is crowded wif alot of ppl sia OMG T_T but bought her present.... the winnie the pooh as promised to her... and waited 4 her downstairs her hse.. den suddenly gt 1 guy came up to me.. kinda scary look as though wanna eat mi =.= but ask mi 4 coins to change into 10 cents cos needed to use phone so pass him a few... and carry on my single player hellgate... den rin come down le... took winnie up wif her.. leaving di and i chatting on the phone... den both of us went to kovan actually wanted to go lanshop.. after dinner.. but.. puggol nasi lemak as usual.. super long Q until dun eat... go kovan shopping hong kong cafe makan... and after tat went to pei her shop shop awhile and walk her home... ahahaback home le i saw the present she gave mi... a cup.. tat has a spoon? and heart shape on it... liike so cute? @@ (dunno wad word to describe) =P ahaha.. jkjk.. and saw her little message for mi... so touch nor... will write for her 1 back =p revenge muahahaha~~ for making mi so touched =xThanks alots rin for keeping mi accompany tis xmas xD u promise mi dun sad n emo le okie? XD tc ahaha xDwill post more if i wan.. =x ahaha
