i hate myself and life...

2008-05-12T00:05:00.005+08:00

today was really a bad day and i cant take it le... life just is sucks... i made a choice of leaving my only one fren whom really understands me alot de T_T ... well leaving from her will maybe make her life better...? though she's der times for me when i broke down until cannot make it... she dder to cheer mi up n make mi smile... though is reallly a harsh decision... and maybe like as her kor say... she should stay away from me n her stead... but i guess... i'm the one whom really have to leave... though i hate it.. but ya.. for her happiness... i think for me i have to do it... and i dun wan her to be emo again... cos.. it's all my fault when she emos... cos i'm jealous of her n her stead... and ya i used to like her and now for me to dump it away it tough....! so whenever i see them i kinda like will emo and she'll be the 1st to notice wifout me showing out... and she'll emo tgt wif me.. cos she feels tat she make my life tis bad... like a hell n torture. hais no matter what i've decide on leaving from u le... but.. no matter what.. i'll still be der... like the usual... and stay happy always...! T_T

Hopes she reads le.. will understand how i feel ba...

Dead wing, foreva emo alone in his world...

2008-01-20T01:59:00.000+08:00

haha... as 4 today leh... just went back to have class again..

BORING....!!

den there was morning... receive sms from rinrin... o.o!!! OMT so early wake up n sms mi.. tio stun... den ask mi wan mit later in the afternoon after my class was like okies nor~~
mr koh was like teaching us how to make a lan cable.. haaa... tot make le can take go home.. all tempting to take extra long wire.. den connect super far... den got back my exam reuslt sian 1/2... D n C ( Disconnected ) =x jkjk ... haha den went to have lunch wif stan, praba, imran and vincent... and vincent eat like dinosaur sia... so much =x hee...
den went back 4 afternoon classes was like... omg? teacher gt new printer can print n print so happily... =x den class end le... and called di.. see where he wanted to go find him de.. den called rinrin... nv ans i was like.. hmmm... haha.. must be dump phone aside and go play happy happy le~~
den on bus.. she called me back.. say go makan can le.. dun go out... haha den okie nor.. so went to compass mit her.. den i went into arcade der wait 4 her.. and went to eat KFC.. haa.. and went back to arcade cos rinrin tempting to play the drum.. but alot of ppl wan to play.. den gt 1 girl tell her.. spoil liao... the left thingy.. so cant play.. den went to try our luk to catch the pooh... ==" was like OMG drop grabbing up le den drop T_T sob... nvm rin lucky today.. play the swt de.. kanna jackpot twice... xD n alot of swt 4 herself too haa... den pei her to her hse downstair n go mit mum....
buy something and go home le.. so bored...~ just ended dota wif praba n WJ.... new ai+ really improve alot... until i blur blur... n kip dying TT
hope i'll improve...

kies.. i'm crapping again ...

2008-01-15T15:16:00.000+08:00

Sat:

Woke up and went for the HP luncheon 2008 thingy ar...? okie la.. nt bad the food serve... like those in wedding de.... haha had quite alot of fun der... n stanley meimei was sittin wif my visa team... den myself had gt a $30 vouncher from HP due to compliment... lols.. and after tat went back home n rainning heavily so kim went to my hse 1st... until ard 7 den we went down to play bball... den der was rinrin calling mi... cos wanted to come find us... den say mit nearby her hse der de bball court n play... in e end played until ard 1 den reach home? lols...

Sun:

nth much of things happening.... except 4 nite... mei ask mi n alan when free to dropby her work place to eat... cos she wanted to treat as 2 eat... so i n alan chose monday nor.... to go down find her...

Mon:

after work walking halfway to bus stop, rain super heavy.... den reach compass point le... sms mq den she was @ top so went to met her be4 i go find alan.... haa so sad nv come join mi n alan makan wakaka =x went der went to arcade 1st cos too early... long time no play arcade le.. so kinda fun.. again xD den finally went to mei der makan... was like so... =x den mei went off early cos she sick.. but dun wan go home yet... den pei her until 945 den go home nor.... walalalal so bored....

2008-01-09T16:19:00.000+08:00

Been really chionging my work today.... so wont be posting much just came in to make some simple post... ^^

Formated my PC few days ago.. n finally so called can say ready to play n download again =D been tokin to di these nights n he fell asleep like so cute de... haha ^^ and mum ytd went into hospital to stay 4 check up =( hope really nth happen to her... TT

Note 4 sumbody :
It's worth getting jealous de over u LOL =x i know i crapping bout this line but i love you... serious nt a joke or crap... it's worth waiting 4 u also de...!

2008-01-08T14:41:00.001+08:00

Omg!!!!! AuditionSEA Bingo 2008 Results are out...! and my name is der... (highlighted in blue)

To see more winners, view : http://www.auditionsea.com/info/news/game_newsdetails.aspx?id=13

so happie!~~~ lalalala

2008-01-08T13:59:00.000+08:00

Change my blogskin again cos rinrin say tis cuter den my other de, and it's still pigs =x more pigs~~~ lalalala elmo song~

anyways been quite awhile since i made my last post so *ahem* cos really busy cant blame xD
many things happen over thesedays....
:: i told her i love her...! ( she knows anyways)
:: finally get a chance to tok wif miina ( audi cpl )
:: modem down
:: manage to finish most of work.. ( i guess )
:: easily get moody?

haha.. miina n her frens talk like all so cute de.. guess all still young tat's y? or maybe i old le... lol...
and der Jas mei who told me something which really makes me... wanna die..? o.O too shocking wakakaka i keep a secret 4 u de mei lalalala~~~~

well, ytd nite.. smth bad happen... to rinrin and di... which made rin veri disappointed in him... hais... dunno what i can do ba..? cant even cheer rin up nor di...not even 1... feel somewhat kinda useless somehow =.=!
dunno y recently feel so moody... n down so easily over minor things, feel so childish and lame.... but thx cindy... being here 4 mi try to cheer mi up...!

2008-01-02T21:07:00.000+08:00

cant seems to get to slp last nite.. dunno y... had a bad nightmare until keep waking up.. like it's gonna happen... den wake get back to slp.. suddenly my hse phone ring.. OMG!!! di call lucky i was still awake wonder if parents pick up wad will happen wo.. he kenna from them..? ahaha den woke up saw rin and di de sms... reply them.. and bathe went to work... den went up... write a guide for everyone in the team on how to do the change.... went to check out my examinations result but dunno y not out yet sian... so anxious... bt gt bad feeling.. feel tat gonna fail...

finally completed wad i wan to write to rinrin today.. went to bought the papers.. and write in the paper for her... xD hope she like it.. cos i nt too good wif words and no line so handwriting up-n-down de..wakaka.. so ugly.. not used to writing big words also.... but nvm.. big so can see easily =p heee den chat wif didi until reach rin hse.. until went up her hse outside.. wait 4 her @ the staircase and she was like super blur n forget le.. ask mi how i know which floor she stay wakakaa... =x den went back home.. n gonna slack.. dunno what to do...

aiyo i've confidence in u tat u wont make mi yr substitute de.. cos afterall i known u quite awhile le.. can know u well... whatever the case now, i'll respect yr decision... wont force u... but just promise mi u'll stay happy and if u emo.. or wad.. dun always keep 2 yrself and use penknife cut yrself.. hurts not only mi.. but other will feel hurt too de.. i'll always be der 4 u no matter u're sad or wad de... =)

2008-01-01T20:25:00.000+08:00

Ytd work halfday only... lalala~~~ after work went meet rinrin... actually tot of meeting her @ hougang mall den eat le can watch the channel U de "S-POP万岁" celebrating the new year wif the ppl.... den rin called mi say she tired say meet @ her hse downstairs der eat.. den took bus from hougang mall to rin hse.... and went to food court makan.. and as usual walk back home... den 12am hse nearby gt countdown celebration gt fireworks wor!!! OMG i miss it TT sob.... actually wanted to go wif rinrin but her daddy dun let.. den midnight rin di n i conference again hahaha... and kinda crappy ytd nite.. cos dunno y i'll start talking to them those kinda of things lalalalala~~~~

today cant believe di sort of like woke mi up..? lols.. kinda early though den after ate breakfast call rin.. see she free to pei mi today go TM but she cant... haa... den surpise tonight ate steamboat wif dad n mum... omg.. but usual again i'm the 1 doing the cleaning up sob sob TT

To All Pri n Sec students:
muahahahahaha....! yr 2 months holiday over le... tml u're all going to sch like me work everyday wakakakakaka~!!!!!

2007-12-31T09:12:00.000+08:00

fri went to work... and finally moved out of my seat during lunch to go eat LOL... den manager all was like o.O kelvin u gt eat 1 meh for lunch, i say no la.. ppl ask mi go eat bo bian.... must go eat =p and 1st time i had such a long meeting sia.... from 4-7 wth... lots of complain bout the new things.... and finally went to meet up wif rinrin and went to kovan's hongkong cafe too.... den didi too bad nv come... make rinrin angry wif him =x and treated rin tis dinner again haa...

sat nth much to do.. woke up clean the hse again and cook lunch 4 family to eat... OMG i actually cooked quite good stuffs 4 them to eat =x went to ntuc get somethings n repair my PSP... which cost $100 and nite play audition and called up rinrin to chat on phone... and called her couple to conference in... so we was like.. suan-ing her to the core? until she so diam.. =="

ytd.. nv pick up kk's call when woke up.. jio mi to badmination and bball lol.. so anything nor.. but called back and tell mi bball nt wif him... @ his hse side.. so only played badmination.... for quite long time wth... den played until i sian sian.... until knocked out~~ TT went hm @ 8+++ eat dinner and bathe.... called rin and chat wif her.. until di called in and went to oinkoink we both still havent hang up... wah but siok sia... dunno y rinrin eat medicine become hyper... suan mi to the MAX... OMG!!!! totally frozen i dun even know how to react nor... (wondering she eat wad med, or eat the wrong med?) but kies na.. see her suan mi until like tat dunno is good or bad thing xD..

2007-12-26T15:31:00.000+08:00

ahahaha..... been a long time since i made a last posting like bout 2 weeks or so?

been slacking off 1 week from work.. slack @ home... met up wif renne... ya some old renne nv change... even though 2 yrs... nth change much... and intro her fren kat 2 mi.. which i tot same age as her.. but was older den her by 2 yrs?!?! @@ ~~but cuter den renne ba~~ ( better dun let her see tis if nt i kanna wack by her ) anyways been meeting her quite often can say almost everyday of my 1 week is like wif her..? lols! ahahaha... also lent her my laptop to play wif... and it's like i wan to say thx.. 4 keeping accompany tis holiday wif mi... haaa.. x33 ya =P
found out something can say quite sad? think only jas knows wad happen 4 now... the rest all dunno wad happen ba...
went to my hse nearby shopping check psp ICD repair cost.... one shop is $120.. it's like standard... n i went to other ask and guess wad the price is only $60... OMG?!?! so cheap... so went to called up frens ask them if something fishy is going on... stand ppl repair 120 tis 1 suddenly 60 only.. like so wad?
monday went to jess's hse to celebrate xmas tgt.. like every year... but tis yr can say went der super early? it's like no1 in the hse except 4 them..? and went to kope their network to go online to surf and chat wif frens on msn... and at nite the adults had lots of drink... den one of them drink too much le.. and go play and scare one of the young children ahaha... and made her cry badly.... ahaha and i had half a cup.. from one of the adults.. .. and basically nv ate my dinner nite...

ytd XMAS DAY!!!!

wokeup super LATE!!! can say beat my record... 5am slp woke up @ ard 2 sia.. wth? so long i slp.. like pig =.=.... woke up n called rin... cos promised her to go out wif her on xMAS ahaha and get her Winnie the ~~PIGGY~~ pooh xP ahahaha... den went to get her rush present @ ard 5? omg~ so late.. i tot xmas no ppl.. who expect tat the whole of the shopping mall is crowded wif alot of ppl sia OMG T_T but bought her present.... the winnie the pooh as promised to her... and waited 4 her downstairs her hse.. den suddenly gt 1 guy came up to me.. kinda scary look as though wanna eat mi =.= but ask mi 4 coins to change into 10 cents cos needed to use phone so pass him a few... and carry on my single player hellgate... den rin come down le... took winnie up wif her.. leaving di and i chatting on the phone... den both of us went to kovan actually wanted to go lanshop.. after dinner.. but.. puggol nasi lemak as usual.. super long Q until dun eat... go kovan shopping hong kong cafe makan... and after tat went to pei her shop shop awhile and walk her home... ahaha
back home le i saw the present she gave mi... a cup.. tat has a spoon? and heart shape on it... liike so cute? @@ (dunno wad word to describe) =P ahaha.. jkjk.. and saw her little message for mi... so touch nor... will write for her 1 back =p revenge muahahaha~~ for making mi so touched =x
Thanks alots rin for keeping mi accompany tis xmas xD u promise mi dun sad n emo le okie? XD tc ahaha xD

will post more if i wan.. =x ahaha

2007-12-15T21:46:00.000+08:00

both my niece.. Lol.. i put Konpatchi on my Msn DP they laugh n laugh....den meijing niece showed me... Kenpatchi Fried Chicken.

Kinda lame and funny right? (for anime,Bleach lovers u'll know him. 11th squad captain, Kenpatchi)

2007-12-15T20:59:00.000+08:00

yoo.. been busy a few days back den ahha..

Got to know Geraldine mei who was actually Jer's mei... Lols... but wan me be her korkor also nor... ahaha but her com her jie dun let her use den cant online le...but nvm... anyways just to let u know Mei, Kor

x33 Mei Always ^^

anyways she intro to me a china audi which is flash..? but to think tat i can actually played like normal online games.. interesting.. xD
and i intro to rinrin... and she see the song abit siao again? =x ahaha... cos many nice songs n fast de.... ahaha
Rin yr pic so "nice"

den was WJ finishing exams going siao le.. LOL cos been controlling himself.. xD den keep jio-ing mi and praba bro for dota.. so we advance he old.. we use ip connect... he still using hamachi =x

as for jer mei.. dunno wad i do wrong.. she's like.. TT msg her no reply de... know she's no mood cos over her hp...hope she's really alright.. worried as a korkor 4 her TT

2007-12-11T15:31:00.000+08:00

Yoo Long time nv post on blog le.. even some ppl complain my blog empty =x wahaha... got really some good news... finally met meijing niece~~~ long time nv see her though i dun recongize her and she doesnt too waha.. surpised to see her tat day.. change so much lerh~! Anyways she's been drawing pics so gonna post one of her drawings here today tat is W.I.P ( Work in Progress )

After Out-lining it,

Irene jie and Kai Wei jiefu both so beautiful and handsome tat day!(will upload some pics once i receive them) xD
and i managed get tis card (which i dream to have) from ben.! thx lots ben.. for giving me tis cards!

<--Elemental Hero Neos / Light Type

Atk : 2500 / Def : 2000

A new elemental hero arrived from neo-space! When he initiates a Contact Fusion with a Neo-Spacian, his unknown power is released!

2007-12-01T18:34:00.000+08:00

haa. special day in class... went to class @ 10..

haa.. morning woke up @ 710 den i called rinrin up.. she was morning... (Slpy tone) lols... so skip breakfast wif her..haa... went to class wah.. laptop day... so many laptop in class.. think bout 4-5 including mine.. den praba n i went to lunch wifout the rest.. just to escape LoL. haa... den afternoon class DOTA grp and football grp.. lols~ cher revising all paying attention...

Now gonna prepare 4 irene jiejie de wedding tml le.. sian.. gotta wake up early.. and reach her hse by 6am.. though sian.. but should be happy 4 her le.. xD grats irene jie~ ^^

2007-12-01T18:24:00.001+08:00

haa.. ytd was a gd day...

1st skip work in the morning.. den afternoon meeting.. wif classmate @ hp. went to vivo to mit them 4 lunch den mum called and say.. today gt any special day nt..? y daddie de fren invite us over his hse.. i den rmb is jes meimei de bday LOL.. rush to vivo anyhow pick n present and gave her... den after meeting went to EXPO for SITEX ( Pc show ) and walk walk.. n bought a 2GB thumbdrive from step... and
rushed to to jes hse.. for her bday party.. haa.. li8ke i go der all waiting 4 me... i go le.. den cake cut LOL... ( i so thickskin~~ ) and suddenly all the adult come tok 2 me.. say wah kelvin... nv see u 4 a few months u change so much..~spike hair up.. collar put up lol.. trying to become gangster ar.. =.=""" den uncle william daughter say korkor... u sure u go for meeting ma..? or meeting wif GF.... lol... look so much like gangster le.. haa.. den jes cousin go tell jes tat i love her.. diao -.-" haaa... nvm..

den reach home late @ nite le.. rinrin online msg me.. to have breakfast today @ her hse der.. @7am so i okie wif her nor...

2007-11-28T12:02:00.000+08:00

Sian ar...

Finally finish those job i need to do ytd... but morning den come say not approve cos date too close... all postpone kns... hais... lols.. but nvm now can slack more abit xD.. sian y change meeting back afternoon? =(

haha.. went to mit KK ytd after work... go play pool.. straight lose 7... 1st time... 0-7 == wad a score... totally lost concentration and aim... hit the white ball in dunno how many times.. still miss a simple straight ball...

ahaha.. jas mei.. told me alot of things ytd.. bout jer mei.. lols.. aiya hear le also cant change much =x haaa... den WJ so happie sia.. wife bought him prata... den cancel DOTA ytd.. but later 1v1 wif me.. 1st time LOL~ won him flat.. xD thx WJ 4 letting me win hee.. knew u could have won but let me win instead.. but no worries.. my confident 4 DOTA is back na.. xD can play back tat standard le... tonight let's fight the DREAM team again!!! and trash them!

2007-11-25T23:02:00.000+08:00

Sian... boring day.. went out wif parents early in the morning to fetch auntie to old folks home visit their dunno who na.. super buay song le.. sit outside nv enter...

went over to cousin hse to have dinner.. though pal.. my older cousin nt @ home.. still had fun wif my both cousins... still reckless as ever johan... ahaha..

emo-ing now..~~~ nth to post further on le..

2007-11-25T00:19:00.000+08:00

Yawn~!

How to say neh..? each days kip getting more n more boring... seems like.. i'm the odd 1 out always.. left out behind.. and her..? think maybe she dun even care much le....

nth much to post today la.. except 4 mr goh... kns.. knew he took my PSP still say nv.. but seriously.. no feeling when he pull out from my jeans... n later return to me.. tell me wad happen..and lunch time de topic was like so.. okies?~ for us.. LOL.....!

went hm after sch.. and slp.. until now n wake up.. see rin post n reply ler... LOL rin tc yrself ar.. doc tell u rest early ar.. dun always slp like 4... lol.. n hope u can well soon ^^

2007-11-24T00:07:00.001+08:00

ahaha... rin finally change her blog skin le... after so many troubles.. and thanks for promoting wo to listener wor.. ahaha... anyways dun emo so much leh LOL.. if nt i later emo also de.. wahaha.. hope u recover from yr cough soon.. :p

2007-11-21T17:16:00.000+08:00

Another Day in office again today...

Surpising that jeremy had a PSP too... his v3.52 M33-4 gt problem.. but in the end we solve and found out that it was his memory card.. haha.. he also help me out in upgrading my PSP firmware from v3.4 OE to v3.52 M33-4 and finally upgraded to v3.71 M33. haha.. took us quite a while before reaching 3.71... file is always corrupted and we had to search n dl the files again.. haha..

Cos of tat went to have late lunch.. haha.. but glad now is upgraded... can change the themes download from website.. nt like the old de.. wahaha ask me call him shifu~.. found quite a few themes too haa..

my phone today cock up keep auto restarting T_T sian 1/2!!!! until now no wall paper le.. but can sms n make calls

Hais though i'm kinda happy tat upgraded my psp... but cos of her... i'm worried.. i dun wan her get into trouble.. wish she knows.. tell me not to worry but how..? u going to watch a fight.. later they pull u in... sian...

2007-11-20T19:00:00.000+08:00

Yoess all~

Bet u all guess i'm home le ba.. hee.. fact is i'm still working @ my office.. tat's right! 1st time stay in office until so late.... haha.. bet most of u think i siao.. :p wahaha... but today cant finish work.. cos of a stupid program... save 1 project takes 1hr ( if yr suay.) 10 mins (if u're lucky~) guess today must be my lousy day bah... 1st time see both my manager going home earlier den me... sian AR!!!!! i hate JIA BAN ( overwork )

haha.. afternoon had another team lunch.. order pizza and KFC to office n had 2 hrs hour wif the whole team.. haha adrian bought his PSP, Slim. and we played together n xfer games.. gt quite a few amount of games from him...

Sian think better carry on wif work ba.. if nt camping overnight @ workplace le ^^

Just 4 u!

2007-11-19T15:34:00.000+08:00

yo to my fav, caring and special fren,

Cindy Ho!!!!!!!

tis post is just bout u and nth else but u!
haha... xD i'm just crapping again as usual xD... but tis fren.. is nt simple.. she's great.. ( ni hao Wei DA ar !!! ) ^^
no matter wad happens she'll always be der to lent me a listening ear.. no matter happy sad or wad.. she'll always be der to cheer me up!!! even i'm angry or wad.. she always take the blow from me.. !! ( Poor u ) :X:X:X

Hee wad i wan to say here is...!!!!!! No Matter what happens!!! u still gt me tis fren here.. and phoebe also! and jer!! and hester too... !!! we'll be der 4 u de...! dun break down worst den me.. i'm already breaking like shit~~~ unless u tell me u can break into pieces :p wahaha... xD but cindy.. i dun really know wad happen!!!

But life still goes on! Stand up Girl! :p even u see me n Jer! though i cant forget her...! i still have to stand up n move on with life! if i can u sure can de..! cos u're

C - aring

I - ntelligence

N - ice

D - evoted

Y - oung

H - elpful

O - bservant

2007-11-19T15:16:00.000+08:00

Yooss.. sian rainy season is here.. everybody get yr umbrellas standby when u go out.. even most ppl become more moody n sad..
Was still thinking thru wad liying mei say.. feel supa depressed.. cant even think of anything except 4 failure.. everytimes i do things.. always get blamed.. or get others into trouble.. n was thinking of her ytd.. bout those times even we're nt tgt in real life spent tgt.. was so great.. but now everything like just magic.. *poof* gone in a moment.... was really sad.. and for girls..? this my 2nd time i actually drop tears.. so far only 2 girls i've cried for.. wish can get back with her again... =(

today came work @ 0830 so freaking early.. slowly slack all the way until 850 den came up... n was surpisingly saw michelle nt @ work yet.. nOrmally is shE the eaRliest today became me... and manager aka Muicheng told me.. today i gonna solo helpdesk.. as michelle couldnt get back to sg on time... and juni fell sick.. so was like kanna stun... ( i solo..? can i do it not..? even simple tasks i cant even handle now i take everything..)
But today manage to learn quite a few things.. until now.. interact wif the EPT enginners.. if nt normally i keep quiet.. but today spoke wif them.. and thx to mui cheng and ho soon whom help n guided me along.. manage to handle most issues today..

2007-11-18T10:35:00.001+08:00

Haa.. ytd went to class in the morning, saw vinc n LoL and mr goh sitting wif a lady..???? say wad from HP HQ de come check on us.. wahahaha.. shoot him back straight... future wife ar..? say no current wife.. le wahaha.. so chio didnt manage to get a snap shot out of him n his wife !!

lunch break went to sing post eat LJS aka long john silver again! (wont get sianz de hor? lol) haha.. den went in n saw there's a new staff n manager.. so went to order as usual..
khamis accidentally spill the cup of ice lemon tea.. and tat new staff nv get him a new 1.. den i overheard she tell the manager say not our fault, cos it's tat guy who spill the drink himself tat's y i nv get him another cup.. manager deliver food to us and stanley say " excuse me, my fren here dun have a cup of drink can u get him 1? so the manager ask wad drink get him another cup.. haha
den i order my food took bout 15-20 mins??? until i cannot tahan walk up to the counter n ask.. she say ps.. forget bout it le.. it's like tis new staff..? fresh grad from O? dun even know simple service..?

went back 4 afternoon class forget gt test... and cher going thru.. n i was busy like.. playing? n chatting? haha.. until take test panic..? den cher mark on spot.. so was pretty nervous and surpising i gt 20/30 for the test! haha..

right now after hearing to wad liying say i feel useless, pathetic and sucky... cant even do something simple right... and cos of the incident i dunno wad happen to me.. i dun even have to courage to like tell her i love her or wad le.. it's like.. i....just trying to... argh! forget it.. wish she knows tat i love her still...

2007-11-16T23:46:00.000+08:00

Yooess...

long time nv bloggie le.. er gt 1 n half months... haha during all tis time alot of things happen.. :p

let's just say... found someone whom i love.....her feelings towards me.. ? @_@
At Visa, made quite alot of new frens.. though they older den me.... and recently been chionging my audi noob account le.. pro acc shared wif MQ... haha

Exams coming soon le so sad n sian... and i'm here still slacking abt.. hahas.. no worries 4 exam though i kinda sux in the subject

went to pass MT mei my spare keyboard to as she needs... for her audition wahaha... after tat went to compass point.. den suddenly rmb rin rin n her fren came back from bugis @ compass shopping n walk walk.. so decide to sms her.. wahaha n secretly stalking her :P jkjk :X until when i about to leave compass saw her n her fren @ the vcd shop der so say hi to her.. haha xD

after tat went to mit jay lifeng n sihui.. long tym nv see them le all can say still nv change.. haha SH n jay still having their lame-ness inside them..haha.. heard from jay HOD IT in tpjc change le.. haha hope jay would work more hand in hand wif tis HOD? :x wahaha... went to eat Fish & Co. @ AMK hub wif them.. n as usual kept quiet thru out the dinner haha... nth realy i can say neh.. cant seems to find a place to join in their conversation de haha...

Hope she knows tat i'm missing her.. now? haha.. XD

2007-10-03T09:28:00.000+08:00

Hi all, been slacking again haha... nv post for long time already even some1 remind me that i still have a blog hee....

After class on sat went to Sim Lim Sq with Praba and Stanley to get Praba new motherboard, graphic card, mouse , headphone & fan. His pc keep hanging.. n getting these parts for just warcraft 3??? :X

Took 2 days of leave on 1st Oct & 2nd Oct. Actually going out with cindy and phoebe but both working.. so cancelled out.. but kinda touched by what they both did on sunday midnight haha... though i didn't fall for it... :P sry cindy & phoebe disappoint you both xD.

Haha... even though didnt went out with them this 2 days... was really glad that i have Jerm dear dear, who kept me accompany the whole day.. been chatting with her on phone each day for like... 3-4 hrs? Though i call her my dear, haha but she's just my audition dear. Thx alots dear for keeping me accompany all this while... even though u stay @ de " mu qiao " der de :P

Dear i love you lots & gd luk 4 yr PSLE today

2007-09-16T22:27:00.000+08:00

Yooesss..... didnt blog ytd as too tired le xD haha... enter class ytd all saw my eye kanna stun... say see wrong ppl see until like tat ar? -.-"" haha... den was like lunch cannot eat too "heaty" food so ate porridge lo... ate 2 bowl of it... den at night went out wif praba vincent khamis stanley to grandlink plaza lan shop again play DOTA. Den was like super hungry den heck care order a curry noodles to eat... den stanley was like huh i tot u cannot eat heaty food? den told him nvm de 1 time only :X

Bleach the movie 1 : Memories of nobody, high quality and subbed is out already watch it and it's ending song, As 1000 night pass ( in english ) was so meaningful and touching.. hear le also feel kinda sad and can cry... =( the song lyric both jap n eng is below @ right hand side of tis blog...

Today woke up pretty late ard 12 like tat... den praba n stanley jio me for Dota again.. haha and was like kanna owned badly? but i guess i show stanley how to use veno ba.. hope he gt save the replay... and Finally the long awaited game for PSP i've been waiting for is out! Final Fantasy 7 : Crisis Core!!! Weeee Been playing it until now lv 13 le... Good Graphic 9/10, Gameplay 8/10, Language 3.6/10 ( hee cos dun understand Jap! )

2007-09-13T16:13:00.000+08:00

Haha... been ignoring my blog lately... due to laziness :p wahaha... but i'm back ~~~ weeee. Today went back to work... everyone see me kanna stun like that. Was on MC 2 day ago.

Dunno what happen wake up from bed... lie down on sofa watch TV den suddenly my eye grow something... at first i tot was just nth... den mum was shocked to see my eyes... suddenly grow something a bean out of my eyes... ( eeee ), den she ask me to go bathe 1st and see how... after bathe finish.. no different so ask me to tell my manager i cannot report in for work...

Went back to my old house (bugis) der to see doctor, i went der didnt know the doctor whom she was taking care of me since young until now didnt know der le... kinda sad =( anyways.... went to re-register for the particulers... den gt 1 newly nurse SUPER slowwwwwww.... until for registering i have to wait for 20 mins grrr.... go in see doctor... he say.. my eye infection.. and gimmi 2 day MC and say 2 days after will be okie.. until now... mum say only a little bit but i dun think anything was done sian~!

wonder how to go out sia.. later ppl think i dieases can spread all avoid me.. T_T hopefully by my bday will be okie.. den can enjoy if not i also dunno how sia T_T

2007-09-10T09:26:00.000+08:00

Long time nv post already... been busy lately.... doing alots of updates... and kanna bomb...

tat day manager come tok to me.. ask me if i know all the people around me are VIP nt..? den ask me wanna change place cos she say her place at corner behind. From what she say.. like either is i slack too much or ppl ard me complain 2 her already hais...

Stupid Day

2007-09-02T22:21:00.000+08:00

mmmmm stupid day today... suppose to wake up @ 5 today.. but woke up at 12 instead... haha found mum n dad out of hse le.. supposed to go out wif them to mit my aunt n her daughter... heard mum say she getting married soon... ( dunno how soon ) LOL ask my mum if i have long sleeve shirt to wear not, if not she's getting 1 for mi haha... anyways just to wish my sec sch Physics teacher : Ms low , a happy teachers day xD ( when we having our class gathering) heahaha...

2007-08-30T13:52:00.000+08:00

1st joke:

If you ever lose your mouse, possibitily will be your neighbour cat scare it away.

2nd joke:
Ever wonder how does a giant dragon gets his meal? This is how he does.

3rd joke:
Ferris wheel are safe rides. Ever sat a ferris wheel that can give you the ride of your life?

4th joke:

While driving car, do not ever keep your eyes out of the road or else this is what will happen to you.

2007-08-25T23:32:00.000+08:00

Taken in Class today. Sara and Mr Babu

after class went out wif dorin to bowling... play until hand tired n suan... thx for keeping accompany tis day xD

2007-08-24T11:49:00.000+08:00

Hais finally ytd was to be able to overcome my feelings for her... took mi quite some time to like erase tat feeling.. but not completely yet >< though i still feel tat i love her a bit nw... but... it's afterall better den nth right?

hais no matter wad... i still cant forget her... even though we both are just online friends... many ask mi to give up... little tell mi to go on... but i chose to torture myself by hanging on.. and each time.. i get more disappointed n hurt.... no matter what i do... i'm just an online friend to her... it's one sided love for us.. i keep on harrasing her... n i guess can say she actually feel quite annoyed?
well sometimes.. i guess... i'm just over-sensitive in everyways things is.. and kepo ( busybody ) no matter wad ppl wan to do.. always ask here ask there even they like meeting their stead or wadsoever... i ask.. feel tat.. i'm just doing way over it le...

well whatever the case it... i'll just be her " guardian angel " watching over her... like she always used to call n now also... " WING " just making her happy n hopefully... she'll find a good guy to keep her accompany

Time...

2007-08-23T16:11:00.000+08:00

Time is a powerful weapon.

Time can make one hate each other

Time can make us love one another

Time can make us forget people

Time can make us remember people

Time can let many sad things happen

Time can let many happy things happen

Time let us feel safe

Time let us feel danger

Time allows us to learn

Time allows us to live

Time allows us to meet people

Time will let you remember your 1st love

Time will kill

Time save people

Time will let you feel pain & hurt

Time will let you feel happiness & joy

Hand getting worst.

2007-08-22T10:54:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh... my left hand the thingy.. getting more worst... more n more pain le... if goes on dun think can play audition well le... or even type.. sad sad... wanna cry... wonder den when my left hand will be okie.. sob sob.. anyways @ chevron house now.. going to do some deploying of LCD xD

lala~

2007-08-21T15:24:00.000+08:00

Today surpise imran and myself too i had a Set A from kopitam instead of a Set E for breakfast.. sad... wrist injured i think... got something like ( tu chu lai? ) pop out like that..? tried to press on it.. but too painful... cant do work :X haaaa.... receive a email from manager... that Sep 14 must be free after work.... gonna celebrate team bonding for us xD she suggested a few bah got

1) BBQ

2) Steamboat

3) Buffet Dinner

4) Anyone has got a better suggestion??? ( LOL )

haha... added some effects to my blog too.... gosh i'm crazy over blogging le @_@

Hi all~!

2007-08-20T13:48:00.000+08:00

Weeee....~~~ just changed my blogskin.. xD

Haha so happy... =) morning manager not ard... so carefree.. everyone was like talking n doing work... while i as usual took most of the time slacking... slack until a website called www.gamefaqs.com which i found PSP games data which can be download.. xD download some of it for a try n it really work...

went to eat lunch wif imran @ the market... which has a store... wif many cert n awards xD Malay Mixed Rice aka Nasi Pandang ( sry if i spelled wrongly ) after that.. we head back to office... didnt really go slack around n waste time today... haha.....

Went to add some scripts to my blog... to make it more complex? haha... now time to go home le... n suddenly i turned ard saw boss le... she was here dunno how long ago... didnt know gt saw mi slacking not diedie T_T

be signing off here

XiaoWing

Bad Day!

2007-08-19T21:19:00.001+08:00

morning wake up.. not feeling so well....den heard mum frens coming over to our house play mahjong.... den i know going to be a super bad day... cos mum fren de children... all so freak young... youngest 4 years old only.....

when they come over... rush to my room use my PC le... den PSP taken away... while was busy doing things for mum.... so i let them used lo since they were young.... dun wanna quarrel with them..... after had my lunch... and chit chat wif my dad n frens... wanted to play de... nv the worst is i tot they would even say back me... like WTF my own com i wanna use also cannot... still must give them say... fucking angry sia... PSP game data i dun even know if they had erase for me or wad sia... sibei no mood....

den msg jerm mei mei... n she say her mum wasnt feeling well... get well soon wor xD haha... den chit chat wif her....

Bored & Sian

2007-08-18T18:05:00.000+08:00

So bored sia today...! Met up with praba ( my classmate ) and get breakfast for the class... suppose to have the stupid class test today de.... bian dao next week den have... so sian lo... plus today rainning... cant even go have a nice lunch.... lol...

During lunch so sian ar... took bus n headed down to singapore post ( where i always at ) and ate MAC. the guy veri de wad lo... ask for chilli mayo and curry gave me mayo n curry only. nvm.. den ask for more mayo give another 1 packet only lo.. so stingy lousy la MAC service...

Back in class for afternoon session, lecturer still say gt another task for us to do was like WTF just finish only 1 le now come another 1... siao ... dun really care much... continue on playing games in class.... den mum called.. .. and say tonight gt wad 7th month dinner hosted by my dad's fren... so kinda quarreled wif her.. and she gave in to me... like WTF sia... nv even ask me gt things on nt just like that make decision for me... Fucked up sia she....

lalala

2007-08-17T11:50:00.000+08:00

Haha.... least today in office wont bored... receive appraisal from my manager @ visa here... haha her comments were : " Fast learner though he’s only with the project for a month. Positive learning attitude. Room for improvement in the initiative portion. " y didnt she say i was the BEST trainee here xD

kinda sian though cos another 200+++++ more data to be check by today... -.-"

Hee... but today dun care le... tou tou use Online IM ( Instant Messager ) if not cannot tahan le.. too bored will die... online le.. n saw liyan mei mei... busy doing hmwk o.O haha xD and crapping wif me haha... i also wan day OFF but she today no sch.. so gd sob :'(

haa... jermaine mei mei sms me... after her supp... tell me her PSLE oral exam pics were more easier den ytd.. n she have more confident xD say teacher keep smiling @ her hahah (wonder gd or bad wor ?_?)... keep up the gd work anyways hahahahha xD

haa... do some final posting before the bored weekends start for me... PC down... what to do..? dun even know is the RAM or my hard disk crashed... but.. worst. tml have practical test... i dun even know which wire to connect to which... later tml kaboom~~~ whole classroom or worst school on fire xD wahaha.... be cya-ing all on sat or mon back to post again wahaha xD

X ! @ 0 \/\/ ! \ G

Signing off, xD

More Birds More Luck

2007-08-17T10:22:00.000+08:00

The day breaks behind the hills in the rural backdrop of Rajasthan. A little girl trots towards the village bazaar, as if she wants to be the first customer of the day.
Folk musicians, pot sellers, vendors selling everything from vegetables to colours, and a menacing bull complete the setting. As the little girl wades through the herds of goats and early morning shoppers, she passes a foreign tourist and his guide.
Is the tourist Hollywood star Richard Gere? The girl has no idea, neither does she care. For her, the bird seller is the star of the moment. But Gere is curious about what the girl is doing.
She hands the bird seller all her pocket money to buy five birds. "My brother is going on a journey today. I want to bring him good fortune," she says. The bird seller replies, "But there's only enough for one bird."
The girl's face falls. Gere is still watching her. The guide explains, "If you free the birds, you give good luck. More birds, more good luck." As the girl settles for what she can afford and proceeds to set the solitary bird free, Gere decides to surprise her with a special gift.
He flashes his Visa credit card to the bird seller. The bird seller grins mischievously. Cut to the girl who is about to release the bird. Much to her surprise, doves are all over the sky.
The girl's brother ,who's seated on a camel, begins his journey. As the girl looks around for an explanation, Gere looks the other way, pretending that he had nothing to do with the occurrence.

Free us for more luck.

Birds

2007-08-17T09:57:00.000+08:00

HOW TO TELL THE SEX OF A BIRD This Is AMAZING...!!!

Until now I never fully understood how to tell the difference between male and female birds. I always thought it had to be determined surgically. Until Now. Which of the two birds is a female.....???

Below are two birds. Study them closely..... See if you can spot which of the two is the female. It can be done.

Even by one with limited bird watching skills.

Guess which is which now?

Suay & Sad !

2007-08-16T17:21:00.000+08:00

Hais... really so suay sia... alot of bad things happen in 1 go...

My Computer...... so sad... out of nothing suddenly PC just went dead
Some1 i love.... if she could just know how i feel towards her...

hais. but so how..? lifes still goes on... just tis 2 things isn't gonna stop me from moving forward...